So, I'm meloncholy...... I've been trying really hard to "Radiate only in the frequency of Happiness" lately....... It's hard being a happy go lucky hippie though. *sighs*
I've been attempting this new thing lately, and I think it was kinda working I could feel myself getting more ethereal everyday.... but honestly, being fucking happy all the damn time can get kind of exhausting. I've got all kind of great things to help elevate my "frequency", great kids, nice home, a new successful career...blah-dy, blah-dy Blah!
The main downfall remains a constant though..... I seriously hate my Man's job! He's gone all the time! Travel jobs blow! I see him for about 7 days each month, if I am lucky. I miss him....... He's looking for a different job, here in town, but I think he's too focused on his current position, the trials and tribulations of this job keeps him too busy to have any left over time or energy to find another job. His travel is done on the road, so it usually takes a day or two for him to get where he's going. When he accepted the position the terms were that he would be gone for two weeks, and home for a week. That has not EVER been how it has worked out though. He is often gone for over 3 weeks, and rarely to never home longer than 3 days.
I don't like long distance relationships, and yet I once again, am finding that I am in one. It is very hard on our sons, and they usually react by among other things, being absolute terrors on the day that Daddy leaves. Through my 4 year old's raw honesty, I can tell he is really starting to resent Daddy's work schedule. That is the most difficult aspect, as a Mom; it is experiencing thier sadness and disappointment. This in turn, makes it hard for me to be reasonable about the absences.
Devoted to his job, and "Johnny on the Spot" to be available for work, as things like Anniversaries, Major Holidays, illnesses, and personal commitments slip by the side.
Okay I'll stop ranting now. I could go on and on, but I won't....let's avoid the serious case of Blog-arhea that is mounting!
What products can't you live without?
Submitted by galindafied.
I can't live without my "secret sex stuff"!! Shhhhhhhhhhhhh, don't tell my Mom! If only she had known!!!
lol!
But seriously, I don't think I could live without my Romanta Therapy Pure Satisfaction Unisex Enhancement Gel !! This stuff is amazing, it actually increases your frequency and intensity of Orgasms! Some scientists' won the Nobel Prize for the science behind this stuff..... I can personally attest to the validity of that prize! Thank you smarties!
I could not live without Archer Farms frozen pizzas......... I really like to eat healthy, and as far as frozen pizza goes these guys are doing pretty good! Plus, when I say I could not live without them...it's literal, ummm, cause that's my main staple of the diet folks.... I am proof that a person can live on frozen pizza alone! Albiet, with all the different varieties, it's almost like eating a different thing each night... Almost.
I couldn't live without lip balm..... I use lot's of different kinds....... Though I will admit that lately I have been using Nipple Nibblers as a lip balm. It's sweet and the peppermint oil in it helps naturally plump and enliven the lips.
I love my Pure Instinct pheremone cologne
AND......
I couldn't live without Welch's Fruit Snacks...They can squelch almost any toddler tantrum....that's right, I'm bribing them with food!!!! I DARE you to tell me something about it!! lol!
I came across an interesting person online the other day...she sent me her blog address, and in order to comment on her fabulous post I had to join Vox.com...... The subject line says it all....
BUT, I went and checked and it looks like my brilliant comment got snipped so now she probably thinks I am an illeterate weirdo.....great, and now I've spelled "illiterate" wrong....hmmm, is there a spell check?
Found it!
I know kind of a silly first post, but ya gotta start somewhere. :)
It will get better, I promise!
Dear illiterate weirdo,Hi.CDV read more
on And Here I am.......